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I wanna hold your hand

Babbles and Mumbles blurted on Tuesday, November 17, 2009 | back to top

Yellow,,, wanna share with u a story written by Choki Choki. Haha. This girl really loves to write. I have no idea how she can find the time for all this kind of stuffs. Ah Sze, maybe you can become a writer instead of teacher, or both. FYI, Ah Sze is a part time writer in Versahtyle Fan Fic. So hardworking rite? haha.

Ok, some misc about the story.

-The title is "I wanna Hold Your Hand"

-Requested by Chupa Chup on Versahtyle. (u may go to this website too if u want to request a fanfic).

-The main characters are Kim Hyung Joon (SS501) and Na Rim ( no idea who =D) and Jung Min (SS501).

-Synopsis: Read yourself.lol

Okay, here it goes>>>

“Na Rim! Wait for me!”
Na Rim turned and a wide smile spread across her face. “Oppa!”
Jung Min caught up with her and hugged her tightly. Na Rim giggled and pushed him away.
“Yah! Why did you do that for? You don’t want me to hug you?” Jung Min pouted his lips and put on a sad expression.
“That won’t work on me, Park Jung Min!” Na Rim said before turning and starting to run.
“Yah! Be careful! Don’t trip and fall down!” Jung Min shouted while running after his girlfriend.
Na Rim ran happily towards the lecture hall. As she turned her head to look at Jung Min, she bumped into someone.
“Hey! Mind your steps, ok?” The cold voice of a guy said.
Na Rim looked up and the smile faded off her face. She retreated and nearly tripped. Jung Min caught her and glared at the guy.
“Yah! Kim Hyung Joon! Do you have to be so rude?”
Hyung Joon sighed and looked away. Then, he walked off without saying anything. Jung Min continued to stare daggers at Hyung Joon’s back while Na Rim kept her eyes on the floor.
“Come, let’s go in.” Jung Min took Na Rim’s hand and both of them went into the lecture hall.
Na Rim sat down on her seat silently. Her heart was still beating abnormally because of the incident just now.
Hyung Joon was the only son of Mr. and Mrs. Kim. Both Mr. and Mrs. Kim were Na Rim’s parents’ best friends. Although their parents had close relationship, Na Rim never liked Hyung Joon. To her, he was an arrogant and cold guy. He seldom smiled or talked to people. He was the direct opposite of Jung Min.
“Na Rim ah, have you done your assignment?” Jung Min nudged her and she started.
“Yah! Of course I’ve done it! Who do you think I am?” Na Rim slapped her boyfriend’s shoulder.
“Ouch! I was just asking! Who knows you might forget to do it…”
“Excuse me! My memory is better than you, all right?”
“Ok ok! I give up! I don’t wanna quarrel with you.”
“Good!”
The lecturer walked in and both of them fell silent. Na Rim glanced behind and saw Hyung Joon sitting at the furthest row at the back of the hall. He looked at her and Na Rim immediately turned her head back to the front. Jung Min glanced sideway at Na Rim and frowned. He could sense that something was troubling his girlfriend.
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“Na Rim, are you ok?” Jung Min asked while walking beside her. They had just finished their lecture and were on the way back to Na Rim’s house. Jung Min always walked Na Rim home as he did not want to let her go home alone.

“Hmm?” Na Rim was busy looking at the exam timetable. Her vision was glued on the piece of paper in her hands.
“I asked if you are ok or not.”
“Yea… I am.” Na Rim replied absent-mindedly.
“Are you sure?”
“Yea…” Na Rim stopped walking. “Wait. Why are you asking me this?”
Jung Min stopped walking too. He took Na Rim’s shoulders and stared into her eyes.
“Na Rim ah, I’m worried about you. Are you afraid of that Kim Hyung Joon? You don’t have to, you know. I’ll protect you!”
Na Rim gaped at Jung Min. Then, she laughed all of a sudden.
“Yah! Park Jung Min! You are thinking too much! Why should I be afraid of that guy? If he ever bullies me, I’ll just tell my parents and they will ask his parents to teach him a lesson!” Na Rim laughed some more when she saw Jung Min’s expression. He looked confused, worried and angry at the same time.
Na Rim sighed and hugged Jung Min.
“Oppa, don’t worry about me. I’m totally fine! Anyway, I have you to protect me always, right?”
“Yup! I’m your MAN!” Jung Min laughed and hugged Na Rim tightly.
As she smiled, Na Rim thought of the day when she met Jung Min. It was six years ago, when both of them were 16 years old. Jung Min was in a class next to Na Rim’s. One day, Na Rim left her book in her class. She went back to get it and bumped into Jung Min who also forgot his book. Since then, love blossomed between them. They got into the same university and Na Rim was really grateful that they were able to study and graduate together as they were in the same class as well. Nothing could tear them apart.
= = = = = = = = = =
“Omma! What did you say just now?” Na Rim screamed.
“I said, your father and I have arranged for you to marry Hyung Joon at the end of this year.” Na Rim’s mother spoke seriously. Her husband nodded as he sat down beside her.
“Omma! You know that this is not going to happen! I have Jung Min already!”
“No, Na Rim. You will not marry Jung Min. It’s us who decide who your husband is.”
“No! I only love Jung Min! I don’t like Hyung Joon at all!”
“Hyung Joon is a good boy. Your father and I like him a lot. He is the most suitable candidate to be your husband.”
“Good boy? He’s not a good boy! He’s arrogant, evil, cold –”
SLAP –
Hot and angry tears rolled down Na Rim’s cheeks. Her mother had just slapped her on her left cheek. It was painful but Na Rim continued to glare at her mother defiantly.
“DO NOT talk about Hyung Joon that way! He is the good and polite son of Mr. and Mrs. Kim! And he is going to be your husband no matter what!” Na Rim’s mother yelled.
“Appa!” Na Rim turned to her father and looked at him pleadingly. He shook his head.
“Na Rim, please be obedient and listen to your mother.”
Na Rim’s heart sank lower and lower. She had expected that her father would give in to her mother as usual. She felt hopeless all of a sudden.
Na Rim got up from the sofa and stormed into her room. She locked the door and sank down onto the floor. She cried for the whole night.
= = = = = = = = = =

“Na Rim ah! What happened to you? Have you been crying?” Jung Min yelled right after he met Na Rim outside her house.
Tears welled up in Na Rim’s eyes once she saw Jung Min. She started to sob uncontrollably.
“Na Rim! Tell me what happened!” Jung Min’s heart ached as he watched his girlfriend cry.
“Oppa…my – my parents want – want me to – to – ” Na Rim sobbed harder.
“To what? Faster tell me!” Jung Min shouted impatiently.
“They want me to marry Hyung Joon!” Na Rim knelt down and buried her face in her hands.
“They WHAT?” Jung Min gasped. In a moment, he had rushed into Na Rim’s house.
“Oppa…” Na Rim cried out weakly. She got up and followed Jung Min into her house. She dreaded to think what would happen.
“Tell me it’s not true! Tell me Na Rim is not going to marry that bastard!” Jung Min yelled at Na Rim’s mother once he saw her in the kitchen. He was shaking with anger.
“Well, boy! I’m sorry to tell you that Na Rim IS going to marry Hyung Joon. And you came at the right time. I want you to stay away from Na Rim forever, starting from now.” Na Rim’s mother spoke calmly.
“NO! You can’t do this! I love Na Rim!” Jung Min panicked.
“Na Rim is my daughter and I have the right to do what I want with her. You can get out of the house now, if you please.”
“Omma –” Na Rim opened her mouth to speak and her mother shot her a very angry look.
“Na Rim, go to your room now.”
Na Rim looked at Jung Min. He was gaping at her mother. He seemed unable to speak.
“NA RIM, NOW!” Her mother shouted.
Na Rim took a last glance at her boyfriend before turning and walking towards her room. Her heart was so painful that she felt as if she could die immediately.
= = = = = = = = = =
Na Rim glared at Hyung Joon. He was expressionless.
It was their wedding day. Both their parents were happy. However, Na Rim was crying in her heart throughout the wedding ceremony as well as the wedding reception. At the moment, she was sitting on the new bed, glaring at her now officially recognized husband, Kim Hyung Joon, who was standing at the window and looking out at the garden.
“You don’t have to glare at me. I don’t like you too.” Hyung Joon suddenly spoke. His voice was as cold as ever.“Oh! I’m glad the feeling is mutual. So, when can we get a divorce?” Na Rim laughed and tried to sound cold.
“Anytime you wish. I don’t care at all.”
“Great! What about tomorrow?”
“I’ll be glad to see you try. We just got married today –” Hyung Joon winced at the word ‘married’. “– and I don’t think you can get a divorce in such a short time.”
“Fine!” Na Rim frowned. “Then when?”
“I suggest we wait for a year.”
“What?” A YEAR?” Na Rim shrieked.
“Yes, a year. We need to at least show our parents and the relatives that we are having a proper husband-and wife relationship. You don’t want your parents to have heart attack if we divorce suddenly, do you?” Hyung Joon spoke without looking at Na Rim.
Na Rim was seething. She wanted to hit something, anything. How she wished she could punch Hyung Joon’s face!“Don’t worry, you can continue living your own life with your dear Jung Min in this one year and also after we get a divorce. I won’t bother to disturb you at all. I hope you won’t bother me as well. I need to graduate properly so that I can start making a lot of money. This room is yours, and I’ll sleep in the other room. Nobody will know about this as this is my house. My parents won’t be coming, and I hope your parents will do the same.” Hyung Joon smiled slightly and left the room.
Na Rim’s heart skipped a beat. She was surprised to see the smile. It was the first time he smiled in front of her.
= = = = = = = = = =
“Na Rim ah! How are you today?” Jung Min asked when he met her outside the gate. They still went for lectures together.
“I’m fine. Oh gosh! I can’t wait for this one year to be over!” Na Rim held Jung Min’s hand tightly and they started to walk.
Just then, Hyung Joon came out of the gate. He glanced at them coldly. Na Rim let go of Jung Min’s hand. Jung Min was taken aback by her sudden action. He narrowed his brows and frowned at her. Hyung Joon walked off without taking another look at them. Na Rim stared at the ground. She could not understand why she was afraid of holding hands in front of Hyung Joon.
“Na Rim, why did you do that just now?” Jung Min sounded depressed.
“Oh – um, I – I wanted to clean my hands. They are a bit dirty, you know.” Na Rim forced herself to laugh.
“Are you sure?”“Yeah! I don’t wanna pass the germs to my dear oppa!” Na Rim smiled.
“Oh, all right. Oww, I wish the time will fly faster!” Jung Min looked up at the sky and sighed.
“Yeah! Me too.” Na Rim said quietly.
“After this one year, you will be my wife!” Jung Min chuckled.
Na Rim chuckled along. However, her mind unconsciously wandered off to the cold guy who was still her husband.
= = = = = = = = = =
Na Rim felt weak. She had no energy to stand as she held on to the wall. She tried to take a step forward but she collapsed instead. A pair of hands gripped her tightly.
Hyung Joon led Na Rim back to her room.
“You better lie down. You are sick.” He spoke as he felt her forehead.
Na Rim stared into Hyung Joon’s eyes. He wore a concerned expression. As he went out of the room, she fell into unconsciousness.
Na Rim remembered Hyung Joon feeding her water and some pills. She was in and out of a deep sleep. She could feel his hands, his gentle hands.
“You are awake.”
Na Rim opened her eyes and saw Hyung Joon’s face. She tried to sit up but he put a hand on her shoulder.
“No. You should rest. You had a high fever but you should be ok now. You need to rest well.”
Na Rim opened her mouth and found that she was speechless. She was deeply touched just by his words.
= = = = = = = = = =
Na Rim put on a smile as Jung Min ran towards her. She had just come out of the court. She was officially divorced just a few minutes ago.“Na Rim!” Jung Min pulled her into a tight embrace. “You are mine now! I’m so happy!”
“Aish! You don’t have to be so excited!” Na Rim could not help but giggled at him.
“I’m glad that Kim Hyung Joon kept his promise. Or else, I’ll definitely give him a punch plus a kick!”
“Talking about me?” The usual cold voice came out of nowhere all of a sudden.
Na Rim and Jung Min broke apart. Hyung Joon was sneering at them.
“A pair of lovebirds hugging each other.” He clucked his tongue.
“What? Are you jealous?” Jung Min took a threatening step towards Hyung Joon.
“Oh! Don’t you worry. I’m not jealous AT ALL. Instead, I’m SO happy that she’s yours now. Finally, I have managed to get rid of her.” Hyung Joon then walked off as if nothing had happened.
“You –” Jung Min’s face was growing red.
“Stop it, Park Jung Min!” Na Rim pulled him from going after Hyung Joon. She stared at Hyung Joon’s back. She felt disappointed by what he had just said.
= = = = = = = = = =

Hyung Joon stared around the empty house. One week had passed since his divorcement with Na Rim. The feeling of loneliness engulfed him.
He thought of Na Rim. She was probably having a happy time at Jung Min’s apartment. He could imagine them giggling while preparing meals or laughing while chasing after each other around the house.
He sighed.
Hyung Joon had finally graduated and was working in his father’s company now. Na Rim and Jung Min were planning to get married in a few months’ time. Jung Min would work while Na Rim would take care of the house chores. Jung Min forbade her to work as he did not want her to tire herself out.
He entered the room which used to be Na Rim’s. He suddenly had a strong desire to see her. He wanted to meet her, even if it was only a glance. He missed her.
Hyung Joon turned and went out of his house. Then, he started to run towards Jung Min’s apartment.
= = = = = = = = = =
“Na Rim!” Hyung Joon continued knocking on the door until Jung Min opened it.
“What are you doing here?” Jung Min eyed Hyung Joon suspiciously.
“I want to see Na Rim.”
“No way! Go away!”
“This is none of your business. I want to see Na Rim.”
“I said NO! Why do you want to see her?”Hyung Joon pushed Jung Min aside and rushed into the apartment. Na Rim came out of her room and she froze.
“Hyung – Hyung Joon?” She stammered.
Hyung Joon ran towards Na Rim and hugged her. The next moment, he was pulled away by Jung Min and received a hard punch in the face. He felt hot liquid trickling down the side of his mouth.
“Yah! Kim Hyung Joon! What are you trying to do? Stay away from my Na Rim!” Jung Min growled.
Hyung Joon’s eyes were fixed on Na Rim. She stared back at him as if transfixed.
“I miss you, Na Rim. I – miss – you.” Hyung Joon spoke slowly while wiping away the blood on his mouth.“What did you say? You miss her?” Jung Min yelled. He lunged towards Hyung Joon and both of them fell onto the floor. Jung Min could not control himself. He hit and punched the guy that disgusted him so much.
“STOP! Stop it, Jung Min!” Na Rim cried out. “I want to end this. I really do!”
Jung Min stopped beating Hyung Joon and glared at Na Rim.
“What do u mean? You want to end what?”
“I – I – I like Hyung Joon.” Na Rim muttered. Jung Min’s eyes widened with horror.
“I’m sorry, Jung Min. I can’t stop. I can’t stop thinking about him. I think… I’ve fallen in love with him.” Na Rim said, averting eye contact with Jung Min who was gaping at her.
“N – No… This – this is a lie. Na Rim, tell me it’s not true!” Jung Min stammered.
“I’m sorry.” Na Rim refused to look at him.
Jung Min stumbled backwards. He was shaking his head in disbelief. Then, he turned and ran out of the apartment.
“Na Rim…” Hyung Joon struggled to stand up and move towards Na Rim. She was trembling. She stared at the door and tears trickled down her cheeks.
Na Rim was suddenly filled with guilt. She had betrayed Jung Min. She had broken the heart of the guy who loved her dearly.“Jung Min!” Na Rim shouted and ran out after Jung Min. She ran down the few flights of stairs and came onto the road.
Jung Min had already crossed the busy street. He did not look back although Na Rim called him over and over again. Na Rim ran across the road without looking out for the coming vehicles.
WHAM –
Jung Min turned just in time to see Na Rim falling unconsciously to the ground. The lorry was inches away from her.
“NO!!!” He sped towards her. He let out a howl as he held Na Rim in his arms.
= = = = = = = = = =
“Na Rim! Thank goodness you are awake!” Jung Min shouted excitedly.
Na Rim opened her eyes and smiled at Jung Min. “Oppa!”
Just then, Hyung Joon entered the ward. Jung Min immediately stood up and glared at him.
“How dare you come here? Get out now!” Jung Min growled.
Na Rim blinked and focused her eyes on the face. She frowned.
“Who are you?”Hyung Joon froze.
“Na – Na Rim ah. I’m Hyung Joon.” Fear paralyzed him.
“Who? I don’t know you. Jung Min oppa, who is he?” Na Rim looked at Jung Min for help.
Jung Min was as shocked as Hyung Joon. He looked at Na Rim thoughtfully.
“Na Rim? Don’t you remember Hyung Joon?” Jung Min asked her gently.
“No, oppa. I don’t.”
“Are you sure? Try to remem –”
“Erm…I think – I think it’s time for me to leave.” Hyung Joon spoke. “Na Rim doesn’t remember me. And I’ve been thinking a lot these few days. I want her to be happy. It’s good, that she can’t remember me. She can be happy with you, Jung Min.”
Jung Min was taken aback by Hyung Joon’s words. He looked at the sad face of the guy.
“Promise me that you’ll take good care of Na Rim. I hope that she’ll be happy every day.”
“She will.” Jung Min spoke softly.
“Good bye, Na Rim. Till we meet again.” Hyung Joon took one last look at Na Rim and left with a smile on his face.
Jung Min looked down at Na Rim. She was smiling brightly at him. Jung Min bent down and hugged her. He held her hand in his.“I’m glad you are here with me, Na Rim.” He whispered into her ears. “Even though you don’t remember, I’ll keep this story in my mind. It’s a special story which will mark the obstacles that we have faced in our relationship. I love you, Na Rim.”

The End